Tuesday, July 7, 2009

...what i notice...

peeking out saying hello reminding me and myself of my

higher-ness

by the way

I am spewing forth & churning with new notions and noticing many
what-knots

and such. I don't know maybe this is what makes me so
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yes wretched lethargy
curse its hide
it sucks that I am all withdrawn and catatonic

I feel like I need 3 months notice

A Lead Burka

A cinder block enclosure with lots of peep holes

And plenty of druggage even beginning to be comfortable

socializing

all these things in ordinary life

my stress intolerance

shuts me down

I remember high mind high mind high mind

my mantra

I am feeling all

weird and tired

I am thinking about asking someone

to come over here slap me

3 comments:

  1. moondropinn...

    i hope you are alright.
    please hang in there and
    stay well.
    keep your mind on good things
    and remember that i am
    here any time you need
    someone to chat with...
    or write to.
    i realize that sometimes
    things get you down...
    be strong my friend,
    and know that
    i am here
    for you.
    you have been
    an inspiration
    to me.
    i am not just an
    empty picture...
    but i'm real
    and i do listen.
    i read what
    you write
    and know
    that you are
    beautiful.

    yers truly,
    crackpot

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  2. crackpot i have to say thank you very much for your kind and very very very thoughtful words that you crafted and laced with true heart and soul, wit too and like a sense of comradeship which i could put my finger on once i get the words to describe it to myself

    like...

    do u have things bubbling underground, working in the background to one day bring to the foreground that which rises up into your mind and pOOf! you think hey that's a good idea

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  3. Alright...yes, I do have experiences like that happen where energies & thoughts are under the surface, then out of the blue they just surface. In fact that happens often. I think it happened last night in fact. However, I think that it's due to the fact that I have very few friends that I can share certain ideas with...such as my frustration with the economy and the lack of concern about corruption in government. Yes, there are some, but very few who really know what they are talking about. So what the heck...I listen to Rush and Shawn and that is a substitute for real interaction. The ideas fester and then they must come out, so I write out my frustrations.

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