the fact that you are unavailable has its draw

most certain
but that is just one
of several
zebra-zillion
stripes about you

My Personality Hurts But I'm Glad You're Still Listening

I apologize if I am acting silly and maybe a little odd
I don't mean to call you Tyler-Cakes
And I don't mean to tell you I've changed the way I make my y's when I spell out your name
And I also don't mean anything by my big smiles
Except to say
While it's really true that I do love you
It's only because I liked you first
And now that I love you
I like you even more

(this is a poem to my therapist to whom I walk a path of transference with)

From the Obssession Files

The word "Chicago" has been haunting me for months
i know now that i've noticed it, i'll notice it more, and more and more...

it is so weird it tries to mean like it means something

flippin' weird

am I bats yet? LoL